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Mhm. I would rather you be involved. Is that weird?

[FFFFFFFTTT]

[reaches out to frame Lily's face in his hands so he can press their foreheads together, fingers curling against Lily's cheeks]

No. It isn't.

[Mars is still a little selfish, after all. he still isn't sure he's ready to share Lily with anyone. especially not when he's so thoughtful, so concerned for Mars's feelings, so unwilling to leave Mars out of anything, like he knows deep down that Mars might initially struggle with being left out]

[but. . . regardless of feelings, and regardless of where they go from here. . . regardless of Joker, and whether Mars gives Lily the green light to go after him. . . whether Joker and Lily flirt or kiss or bang or whatever, what Mars has right now, in this very second, is something he would never have to share]

[and you know what? that works for him]

I just want you— and him— to be happy.

I think. . . you make each other happy. S'all.

[Ah.

He smiles softly, eyes closing as Mars holds onto his face so tenderly, letting out a soft exhale. Lily doesn't know what's going through Mars' mind, but he can tell now that his answer was the one that Mars wanted to hear. Needed to hear? Both, most likely.]

Would that make you happy, though?

You're all I need to be happy.

[there's a bit of raw truth to that, too]

And I still don't really want to share you.

[he punctuates that by pressing a kiss against the corner of Lily's mouth, lingering close as he mutters, eyes fluttered shut]

But whatever I have with you is something nobody else gets, so. . . no matter what, I wouldn't be sharing you, anyway.

Mm. You're right. What we have is special, and nobody can take that away. My feelings for you are unique to you... and no matter what, you'll always be one of my top priorities.

[gently places his hand over one of Mars']

But if you're not absolutely sure this is something you're ready for, you shouldn't push yourself. But if you are, this is something to approach together.

But I guess, when you think about it, it wouldn't really be sharing me, so much as... letting Joker in with us. If he wants to.

[. . . why is Lily so good. . . WHY IS LILY SOMEONE HE DOESN'T DESERVE!! WHY DOES LILY SAY EVERYTHING HE NEEDS TO HEAR LIKE HE CAN READ HIS GODDAMN MIND]

[a sharp breath out, a crooked smile, and Lily's fingers feel so warm against his own]

. . . Joker and I have a thing that's getting kind of hard to ignore.

[a "thing"]

I kind of want to see where it can go. But not without you. Never without you.

[HE HAD A POSITIVE STARTING FOUNDATION AS AN AMNESIAC, THAT'S WHY

LILIS GOOD...]

You should, then. If it makes you happy, you should pursue it.

[Lily gives him a soft kiss on the cheek]

You have my full support.

[aaaaaaaaaaah]

[tilts his head to turn that cheek kiss into a full-fledged mouth kiss. because he can!1]

[and when he pulls back, he mutters]

You too. Okay?

[you utter rascal, you!]

We're putting a lot of stock in the concept that Joker even likes me, though.

Oh. He does.

[RIGHT. TIME TO SPILL JOKER'S SECRETS]

I asked.

Oh.

[he feels weird, but in a kind of good way? butterflies swirl in his stomach in a combination of nervousness and excitement, and his lips quirk into a smile for a moment.]

Well. Then I guess we'll need to have a conversation.

Yeah. Probably.

[Mars's mouth is curved into a grin now, and his hands slide from Lily's cheeks to his wrists, which he grasps tightly]

But not yet.

Whenever you're ready.

[mm? what are you planning there, bud? Lily quirks a brow at him, but he's clearly listening intently. you know he loves your cheeky smirks, you fiend!!]

[hah. Mars raises his brows in return, fingers flexing across Lily's wrists]

[and then, without warning, he tugs Lily into the nearest (dark) alleyway, away from the prying eyes of the public (but probably not the audience, which he is. . . forgetting exists right now). and once they're tucked stealthily in the shadows? poor Lily is getting shoved up against the nearest brick wall and kissed rather ferociously]

[poor Lily you say, as if he's not absolutely into this. he can't help but immediately moan a little against Mars' mouth, lips immediately parting and pliable, receptive to Mars' advances; he really, really liked it when Mars was assertive and domineering, which was probably obvious by this point in their relationship.

but if that's how he's playing it, he's gonna grasp Mars' hips and pull, making sure their bodies are flush together.]

[it's extremely obvious at this point in their relationship, especially since they've had a couple of romps since their very first one. Mars is figuring out that he likes being assertive and domineering, so he and Lily fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. and that thought is warm and exciting all in one]

[Mars is more than happy to move along with Lily's tugging, to slide up against him, to press him even more tightly against the wall with his hips. his hands cradle against the lines of Lily's jaw as he kisses him, taking advantage of those parted lips to explore a familiar and already extremely addicting taste. will either of them realize that the audience can see him??]

[. . . probably not]

[surely the audience can't see into dark alleys, right? they can pda in peace, right?

...no, this is almost definitely where the producers would've stuck a camera, they're totally fucked.

good thing lily doesn't care right now!!

well, maybe enough to at least not grind up against Mars, he's not sure how he feels about the idea of getting down and dirty in an alleyway (oh, and cameras or whatever), but he is totally and completely down with being swept away in a very passionate kiss, which is quickly turning his stomach on itself in the best of ways.

he lets himself melt into Mars' touch, a soft noise of approval bubbling up despite himself. it's not very often you get thrown against a wall after all, and he's finding he very well may enjoy it. but then again, Lily always liked it when Mars pinned him down, so was it really a surprise?

his tongue slides out to tangle with Mars', privately approving of a less nicotine tinged taste at the moment. his arms wrap around Mars' neck, fingers digging in a little in the back of his jacket, and he just lets himself lose everything else around him, all the stray thoughts, focusing entirely on Mars.]

[Lily may not be sure how he feels about getting down and dirty in an alleyway, but Mars is into it, that's for sure. Mars lets out an approving noise of his own, a low guttural sound that sounds like a purr as he drinks Lily in. the way he tastes and feels and smells and sounds, and eventually he jerks back from the kiss with a sharp gasp so he can drink in the way he looks, too]

You wanna. . .

[he breathes, before he leans in again to press his lips against Lily's neck]

Right here? Or do you wanna go back to the dorms. . .

[well. so much for the cafe]

[he'd been in the mood for coffee, but this was taking a much more interesting turn that he was starting to get kind of into; there was a certain thrill to knowing you may get caught, he was realizing.]

If you'd like to indulge me, there's something I want to try.

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