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Joker [AU] ([personal profile] foolmetwice) wrote2018-11-12 04:39 pm

INBOX

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[HIT HIM UP WITH SOME MESSAGES SHOULD YOU CHOOSE]
artisticliberty: (the arnolfini portrait)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-17 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[fox nods]

I will inform a few others--Joker, Haru, A. North, eventually, but... the topic is upsetting, so I am admittedly a little hesitant. But aside from those who know, you must keep it secret.

[inside the atelier, fox has a large floor-to-ceiling curtain on one side hiding something behind it]

Are you ready?
Edited 2019-11-17 01:44 (UTC)
artisticliberty: pixiv id: 1562684 please do not take! (pietà)

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[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-17 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
[fox gives him a fond smile but says nothing.

and then he pulls back the curtain]
artisticliberty: pixiv id: 1562684 (portrait of a young man)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-17 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
[the piece in question is actually not a singular painting--it's a series of paintings, all lined up together from the top of the ceiling down to the floor, in numerous rows, each one no bigger than a sheet of A4 paper. it makes the project look like a massive animation storyboard, if you're familiar. each painting is done with just enough detail to give the viewer a vivid impression of a single moment in time--a hand grasping another, a cropped view of a person's face showing just their smile, a view out of a window--but they're all recognizable, which is impressive considering there's probably over one hundred paintings in this collection.

it's easy to figure out, after glancing at it, that the images all put together tell a story.

it starts with fox painting a portrait of a man recognizable as eichi tenshouin on baritones. the portrait is then brought to baritones.

(the interior of the hellevator)(fox's hand gesturing towards the painting while the real thing stands next to it)(a pair of eyes narrowed into slits)

there's a whole row showing how eichi's expression morphs from pleasant and delighted, to outright devious and sinister. his fingers form strands as thin as a spider's thread, and they connect to fox's limbs. eichi puppeteers fox like he's a marionette, and though fox struggles, he can do nothing to get away.

(a clenched fist)(a fanged grin)(gritted teeth)(a hazy image of someone glancing over their shoulder, expression unreadable)

the background changes: it looks like someone's bedroom. fox's hand outstretches towards eichi, who carries a cane-sword in one hand, but he makes no move to unsheathe it.

(fox's clenched fist, sweating)(another hazy image of someone glancing over their shoulder)

(a silhouette of someone crying out, screaming)

(a bloody handprint)

(blood dripping out of someone's mouth)

(a blood-covered clenched fist)

(a view of someone looking down at themselves and seeing a sword driven through their torso)

from there the narrative becomes less coherent overall, but there's one image that's extremely clear: a view from inside the bedroom, of someone sitting in a corner, pinned to a wall by a sword. the image repeats, one for each day fox spent there, presumably. at this point the rest of the series of paintings are all done in black ink and charcoal only--no color.

(eichi's hand touching his cheek)(eichi's face leaning in, coy and smiling, his tongue forked like a serpent's)(the curve of eichi's jawline to his ear and the pale column of his neck, framed by a few strands of hair)

(an extremely blurry and hazy image of fox's own bound and bloodied hands, through the lens of a pair of eyelids barely open)

(inky black darkness)

the last few images are a cropped image of eichi speaking with someone on the phone, a snarling grin on his features; followed by a portrait of shu looking worried and angry mid-yell, and finally: a sheet of paper with many lines written on it (though it's too blurred to make out what the words are) and a shaky, bloody hand trying to sign it.]
artisticliberty: (olympia)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-20 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
[fox stays quiet until mars says his name, not wanting to interrupt. he knows it's a lot to take in, and mars needs time to process it all]

Yes?
artisticliberty: pixiv id: 1562684 (fuji from kawaguchi lake)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-20 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[lets mars take his hand, holding it]

I... cannot answer that, but you know I would if I could.
artisticliberty: <user name="byob"> (bal du moulin de la galette)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-20 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
[hugs back, grateful to be holding him for the moment, arms wrapped around his shoulders]

Ren...
artisticliberty: pixiv id: 1562684 (the kiss)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-20 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
["shut up and kiss me you beautiful fool," fox does not say, but somewhere in his heart he thinks it, albeit not as succinct.

it's not a particularly heated kiss, just a firm one, a shuddering breath escaping fox before their lips meet. his words are all caught up in a jumble, and it's the only thing he has left to convey how much he treasures mars, how grateful he is for his presence, how much an oath like that means to him. it means a lot and he hopes mars knows that.]
artisticliberty: pixiv id: 1562684 (the tower of babel)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-25 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
[fox wants to linger in it forever, from the way he maps and delves into mars's mouth, from the soft noises in the back of his throat, from the way his arms tighten around him. he doesn't let go until he needs air, breaking the kiss with an audible gasp]
artisticliberty: <user name="byob"> (girl with a pearl earring)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-11-28 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[he takes a few seconds to catch his breath, one hand curled at the back of mars's neck, playing with his ponytail]

... I am undecided. I want to exact swift and painful revenge on him, tenfold what I went through... even though I know it will only lead to an escalation, a cycle of violence upon each other neither of us can ever escape from.

I know this desire is a selfish one, borne of experiencing something traumatic and being unable to move past it. Knowing it does not make me stop wanting it.

And... despite everything, I... still want to know him. I still want to understand him, to see the secrets he hides within his black and twisted heart. He wears the mask of monster well, but there is a hurt and scared young man beneath the facade somewhere. I know there is. And I want to meet him.
Edited 2019-11-28 04:16 (UTC)
artisticliberty: (olympia)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-12-02 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
I know. It is not as though I am not tempted, but as soon as he is aware others are involved, he will know that the contract is useless. And that will mean any protection we were able to negotiate will be gone.
artisticliberty: pixiv id: 1562684 (fuji from kawaguchi lake)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-12-11 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[softly]

He is the type who would inflict on Haru what he did to me without any hesitation. And she has suffered so much already... I do not want to even risk putting her through that.
artisticliberty: (dante and virgil in hell)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-12-15 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[bitterly]

He wouldn't even hesitate.
artisticliberty: (guernica)

[personal profile] artisticliberty 2019-12-15 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I... don't know. How to approach them about it, exactly. Whether or not it is even advisable. What would they do, if they knew? Are they even capable of reigning him in?

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