[she squeezes his hand, and there’s reassurance, and maybe a little amusement, though that does get followed by a touch of melancholy as she finishes her thought.]
I don’t know. It’s like... I guess... a skill we never learned.
But... it has to hurt, in a place where we’re often actually asked to prioritize who we want to save...
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I don’t know. It’s like... I guess... a skill we never learned.
But... it has to hurt, in a place where we’re often actually asked to prioritize who we want to save...
[a pause]
It’s not fair.
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Yeah. But that's unfair no matter what the status of your relationship with someone. Dating, fucking, friends, family, enemies-- it doesn't matter.
It's stupid all around.
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Hey Mars... can I ask you a question...?
[she reaches up to stroke his hair softly]
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. . . yeah?
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[. . .]
. . . no. That's not a great way to say it. I'm not worried you guys will pick Joker over me.
[. . .]
But he is "yours." And I'm-- [. . .]
I'm not.
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But...
I don't know. I feel like you're as much mine as he is. If that even makes sense?
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[blinks a few times, but he shouldn't be surprised. . . after all, hadn't Prim and Fox said the same thing? even so. . .]
Do-- do you?
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[and suddenly, he brushes his hands against her cheeks to pull her forward, to thunk his forehead against hers, as his breath hitches in his throat]
Then-- [he's a bit. . . firm when he says that. perhaps a bit pleading]
Can you be mine, too?
[so much for not making any promises, huh?]
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Okay.
It's only fair, isn't it? If you're mine, I can be yours.
With whatever all that entails... right?
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[what is he asking. even Mars doesn't know. but if North gets it, then. . . he refuses to quantify it any further]
Whatever that entails.