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[foolmetwice]

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[HIT HIM UP WITH SOME MESSAGES SHOULD YOU CHOOSE]

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[avestan]

d☆☆dl☆m☆n: :(
d☆☆dl☆m☆n: but ok where do u want 2 have this talk
d☆☆dl☆m☆n: im not explaining this shit over text

[foolmetwice]

Mars: the cafe
Mars: everyone's probably heading back to their dorms at this time of the night
Mars: it should be super empty

[avestan]

d☆☆dl☆m☆n: yeah ok
d☆☆dl☆m☆n: see you there

[foolmetwice]

[Mars will beat Doodle to the cafe! so when Doodle gets there he'll have a nice cup of (black) coffee waiting for him. hooray!]

[avestan]

[showing up pretty soon after and making a face at the coffee]

Couldn't get it with milk or anything?

[foolmetwice]

Only pansies drink their coffee with milk.

[HE'S JOKING]

[avestan]

Guess I'm a pansy then. Though I'm not really in the habit of drinking coffee anyway.

[foolmetwice]

There's creamer and sugar over by the counter.

[points to the counter where all of the coffee additives are]

If you want to doctor yours up.

[avestan]

[goes to the counter then! and adds ALL THE CREAMER and some sugar

returns with the doctored coffee]

Right. So.

[foolmetwice]

Right. So.

[he echoes, then adds]

Emiya Shirou.

[avestan]

[w...inces and takes a long sip of his coffee]

No, we're not starting off with that guy. There's some other shit that needs to be established first.

[foolmetwice]

[raises a brow]

By all means, establish the foundation first.

[avestan]

[another sip of coffee]

What you're looking at here isn't... my default state, you could say. In the first place, Servants don't normally have physical bodies, but I'm a bit different from even that. I didn't originally even have a shape or identity.

[foolmetwice]

[what's a servant]

[that's a question for later]

[he nods in response to this though, silently asking Doodle to continue. he'd rather not interject his impressions and assumptions into the conversation just yet, in case he's wrong about them]

[avestan]

Because of some special circumstances, I gained the ability to take on a form by copying an existing person's body and memories. And by adding on traits specific to "me," I can construct a unique appearance based on that.

[foolmetwice]

[another nod]

So you used that "Emiya" guy as your base?

[avestan]

Yeah. That's why I look kinda like him. And why I turned into him when the game made me human.

[foolmetwice]

[. . .]

He's way different than you are.

[avestan]

No shit. I might have based myself off of him, but I'm All the World's Evil, y'know? So of course I'm gonna be different from some goody two shoes human.

[foolmetwice]

[SNORTS]

That's not what I meant, since I think you're kind of bad at being ~all the world's evil~.

He was actually brave enough to fight me.

[avestan]

Nothing about being evil implies being brave or strong.

[foolmetwice]

I was contesting the premise that you are evil, you know.

[avestan]

...Yeah?

[foolmetwice]

Yeah.

You're just a guy with a lot of feelings. You hate a lot of people, but you also care about some of them, too. You're violent and want to stab people because you hate them, but-- [shrugs]

I dunno. Not dealing with feelings well doesn't make you evil.

It just makes you a li'l fucked up. And who here isn't?

[avestan]

Y'know, back where I come from, I came really close to destroying the world a couple of times. And if I had the opportunity, I'd go for it again. I'd kill everyone, including the people I care about.