[fox is wearing pajamas with a loose haori over them, and when mars opens the door he immediately reaches in to cup his face with both hands, looking him over intently]
[. . . maybe it's the usage of his real name. maybe it's because Fox is so close, his forehead pressed against Mars's, skin warm]
[but something breaks]
[Mars takes a deep breath in and, somewhat reluctantly, he pulls away. but his grip on Fox's hand remains as he steps back, tugging him fully into Heart]
[there doesn't seem to be anyone else around (BECAUSE IT'D BE AWKWARD OTHERWISE), but when Fox enters Heart he'll be able to see a nice pile of mattresses with blankets and pillows in the common room. Mars guides him past the pile, carefully stepping over it as he does so, towards. . . his room]
[fox has been to HSS several times so the pillow pile is not exactly new, but he is surprised by the route they're taking. still, he doesn't let go of ren's hand, and he swallows against the lump in his throat]
[once they both slip into Mars's room, Mars releases Fox's hand only so he can close the door. he rests his back against it and studies Fox carefully, almost-- conflicted? uncertain? like he's on the verge of making a choice, and he isn't completely sure going over the edge is the best thing for him to do]
[his breath hitches in his throat as one hand fists into the front of Fox's shirt. he tilts his chin up, lips scant centimeters from the other phantom thief's]
. . . just tonight. I can only give you tonight.
[no future promises. he still can't make any. but. . . he wants to make sure before anything else happens--]
[that's what Mars thinks, but the words don't make it to his lips. because instead? he slides one arm around the back of Fox's neck and drags him forward until their mouths meet]
[fox chuckles into the kiss, and then quickly it segues into a low moan, his fingers traveling from mars's face into his hair, untying his ponytail and tangling his fingers in the strands as he explores the familiar contours of mars's mouth]
[Mars is more than happy to drink in that moan, especially as his grip on Fox's shirt tightens, his own fingers stealing into Fox's hair at the nape of his neck. for once, he isn't holding back-- and why would he? because if this is all they've got, all he can afford to give, then he might as well make the most of it]
[it's not a dream this time, and that makes so much of a difference, because Mars can feel his heart hammering loudly in his chest, skipping in an almost giddy fashion as he presses up against Fox, eagerly seeking more]
[fox's hands can't stay still where they are, wanting to feel as much of mars as he can, so they move from his hair down his neck to his shoulders and chest, lingering over his beating heart. he has to break the kiss for just a moment to catch his breath, and then he's diving in again, letting mars take all he can give, getting lost in lips and tongues and soft eager noises that escape his throat.
he presses close, as close as he can get like this, pinning mars against the door with his hips]
[oh jesus this is escalating quickly. but Mars leans into it, his hands wandering down Fox's sides and to his hips, fingertips sneaking underneath whatever cloth he can find to press into warm skin]
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H--
[but somehow, he manages]
. . . h-hi.
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Good evening.
[fox's face is... very close, but all he's doing is looking mars over, especially his face and his body language and his posture]
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[lifts his hand, pressing it against the back of Fox's knuckles, his touch soft]
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... ah. So this is real.
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Y-- yeah. It is.
[a pause]
Why. . .?
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[gently runs his thumb over mars's cheekbone]
I won't ask for anything else than this. So... forgive me, please.
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. . . you're fine.
'S nothing to apologize for.
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Ren...
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[but something breaks]
[Mars takes a deep breath in and, somewhat reluctantly, he pulls away. but his grip on Fox's hand remains as he steps back, tugging him fully into Heart]
C'mere.
Close the door behind you.
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Yes?
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[he doesn't answer that question]
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[. . .]
[eventually, he breathes out--]
Stay with me tonight?
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fox's breath catches in his throat and he just stares at ren for a moment, wide-eyed]
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Of course. I shall be yours, tonight.
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. . . just tonight. I can only give you tonight.
[no future promises. he still can't make any. but. . . he wants to make sure before anything else happens--]
Is that okay?
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... is that what you want?
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[there's no hesitation, even though the response is given in a low, breathless voice]
. . . but only if you're okay with it. I don't want to lead you on.
[if Fox can't handle it without a promise for more, then. . . Mars would understand]
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You aren't. But... you know I do not do things halfway, either. Especially not when it comes to those I cherish.
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[that's what Mars thinks, but the words don't make it to his lips. because instead? he slides one arm around the back of Fox's neck and drags him forward until their mouths meet]
[that's as good of an answer as any, isn't it?]
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[it's not a dream this time, and that makes so much of a difference, because Mars can feel his heart hammering loudly in his chest, skipping in an almost giddy fashion as he presses up against Fox, eagerly seeking more]
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he presses close, as close as he can get like this, pinning mars against the door with his hips]
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